i miss spontaneity
lately everything in my life is scheduled, gym, class, work, and there is no time for a simple walk in the park(literally) unless I plan it. and that takes time away from sleeping. GAH AND NOW IM WASTEING TIME WRITING THIS. IM GOING TO DO SOMETHING. I DONT KNOW WHAT. GOOD.
- 1 month ago
sometimes you need to step out of your own shoes to realize how far you’ve come.
that much closer to the light.
a year ago something like tribeca film festival seemed so out of reach, and this year I worked on a selected film, and know a few other people from films selected.
who knows what next year brings.
- 2 months ago
“The actress is not a conventionally chiseled Hollywood ingenue or a trained action star. But there’s a steadiness in her blue eyes that makes her riveting.”
a quote I read about jennifer lawrence that i think is inspiring and sences a shift in the entertainment industry
- 2 months ago
- 1
American narcissism and acculturated desolation
THAT IS WHAT I FEEL, THAT IS WHAT IS CHOKING ME.
- 3 months ago
i am dying to be free
all i want to do is dance, be naked, roll in the grass, hold hands and eye contact, scream at the top of my lungs, sing mediocre, sing off key, pretend to be someone else, have no connection to “the real world”, throw my cell phone in the ocean, throw myself in the ocean, get on a plane to wherever, get stuck, get lost, have absolutely no money, have absolutely no obligation, believe in a god, believe in myself, believe in nothing,
wade out until my thighs are steeped in burning flowers,
take the sun in my mouth and leap into the ripe air,
alive with closed eyes.
alive with open eyes.
- 3 months ago
- 1
"…I like to paint my nails,
once when I was 9
I touched a rainbow,
though people told me
you couldn’t reach its end.
I was too young to know
to believe the lies of those who insist it can’t be so,
So these days,
I paint my fingertips
Just to remind me that I saw the face of God once,
before I grew up and learnt he couldn’t exist"
— the lovely thulizuma
- 4 months ago
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clearly megabus was pissed i wrote about how i hated it
because i got this dumb tumblr virus from thier internet server. ew.
but im on bolt bus now. muchhhhh betterrr.
there is so much i want to share my brain doesnt even know where to begin its thoughts. and so i remain blank. one day i’ll get back in the swing of sharing the chaos and inspiration in my life.
- 5 months ago
