February 2012
4 posts
Watchsadie interview with el fuego!
American narcissism and acculturated desolation
THAT IS WHAT I FEEL, THAT IS WHAT IS CHOKING ME.
i am dying to be free
all i want to do is dance, be naked, roll in the grass, hold hands and eye contact, scream at the top of my lungs, sing mediocre, sing off key, pretend to be someone else, have no connection to “the real world”, throw my cell phone in the ocean, throw myself in the ocean, get on a plane to wherever, get stuck, get lost, have absolutely no money, have absolutely no obligation, believe...
January 2012
1 post
“…I like to paint my nails,
once when I was 9
I touched a rainbow,
though...”
– the lovely thulizuma
December 2011
4 posts
clearly megabus was pissed i wrote about how i...
because i got this dumb tumblr virus from thier internet server. ew. but im on bolt bus now. muchhhhh betterrr.
there is so much i want to share my brain doesnt even know where to begin its thoughts. and so i remain blank. one day i’ll get back in the swing of sharing the chaos and inspiration in my life.
how to survive megabus
sit on the outside
dont shower
put your hair in your face
respond to people with grunts or moans and your eyes only half open
cough alot
sit in a “im gunna throw up postition
steps 1-6 in order to have 2 seats to yourself
when step 7 is acomplished pretend you are on bolt bus.
pass out
November 2011
3 posts
“the true problem with everything is that we think too much. so much so that we...”
October 2011
20 posts
dont get worn out
dont get pushed down. when your soul is starving feed it good food.
Watchthis summer I worked as the makeup artist for a futurestates short, Ours isnt finished yet but I checked out the projects so far. This one, ASPARAGUS is adorable.
I dare you to take it off.
today we had a talkback with the lovely actress Christine Lahti and something that came up was our struggle as young actresses to get work but yet maintain our sence of art and self worth. Because in a male dominated industry where often time work is work, where do you draw the line? How many bikini clad roles, or objects of sexual desire does a young actress have to play in order to earn her...
"I'm doing the best I can" "Yeah, That's what's so...
Teacher: How about you, then? Have you had even one painful moment in your life since the doctor slapped you on your ass when you were born?
Student: Yeah..
Teacher: Tell me then. Tell me your most painful moment, the one that makes you convulse with sobs when you think of it.
Student: Why would l do that in front of three strangers?
Teacher: To be able to do it in front of three thousand.
Watchvideo footage from the nolostwitches photoshoot
Dear universe
thank you for the gifts. I am looking forward to exploring my relationship with you for the rest of my life. Sincerely,
Alyssa
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10/5/2010
today I realized my job is to be human.
the most aware, uninhibited, human, stripped of habit, apology and curiosity. just flesh and bone ready to transform for an imaginary journey in which i carry my baggage along with the baggage of every other human witness.
Anonymous asked: you're beautiful. never give up.
luthoria asked: congrats on Wild Idle at the ICA!
shit. what have i gotten myself into.
acting is hard.
everyday i have new beautiful little realizations.
today i realized that i will never stop having these realizations as long as i choose to live this life.
i also realized that it may be pretend but in order to be brilliant you must let yourself get torn up from the inside out, and that feels real.
i am so scared, excited, terrified, in awe, paralyzed and yet moved by this.
...
the top 10 things i have learned in acting school...
repeat a statement word for word, and then repeat again, so on and so forth
loosen your jaw for open resonance and from the look of our exercises, improve blowjob technique
say fuck, discretion does not apply
be really still lying on the floor
roll around on the floor breathing your feelings and rolling over others when necessary in orgy-like fashion
breathe like a baby
tango/sexy walking
...
September 2011
7 posts
WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE, GAH I'M SO ANXIOUS.
“Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, make sure that...”
“so you want to act in Chinese reds?”
– Sandy Meisner
i found a grandmother in the subway
this morning I realized the L train wasnt running so I stopped to read the sign indicating alternate routes I could take to get to work on time. As I stood there evidently confused, a little spanish woman approached asking where I was going. she said to follow her because she knew where to go, and I did. on the train I walked over to look at the map and she stopped me saying,
“don’t...
August 2011
10 posts
irene
you give me a headache. i just want to sleep. and not be flooded to deth.
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MOM: your father is on his way to pick you up
ME: aren't you and him out drinking or something?
MOM: yes, we were. you should probably drive home when he gets there.
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“I drove to New York
In the van, with my friend
We slept in parking lots
I...”
– sufjan stevens
all things go, all things go, I drove to..
I never wrote about Chicago, but it was wonderful. I couch surfed with some great people all thanks to my dad’s best friends nephew. I immersed myself in the overwhelmingly large and hilarious improvcomedy scene there, going to shows and free classes everyday at second city and other theatre’s throughout the city. The most beautiful part though was the people I met merely sitting on...
my roomate and I's new blog. TVDINNER. follow... →
July 2011
3 posts
Watchi met this guy in seattle a few years back and he had such a raw spirit in his music, I just came across this song (and video) of him. Keep doin what you are doin Kris, awesome stuff.