January 2011
17 posts
December 2010
14 posts
I realized how much I grew up
I don’t even know how to explain how or why I felt this. I have been typing and deleting explanations for a while now, and I keep debunking my own thoughts, but here it goes;
Its not that I am more or less emotional, or more or less rational with my life. I think I have just been more honest with myself and with everyone around me. And not that forced honesty, you know… for...
Wild Idle →
lost and found
I’m currently writing a paper about philosophy that is due in a few hours and something has been on my mind irking me and so I have been procrastinating and thinking in circles. I have been taking out my anger by yelling at the cat who will not stop jumping on my computer and fucking up my paper by walking on my keyboard. She has calmed down and now she lies next to me.
Yesterday I saw...
Seriously, no one can tell you what you can and...
this seems like a silly example but I really wanted to take a film and media writing class, but the first level didn’t fit in my schedule, so i was like what the heck i’ll try and take the second level course. So I emailed everyone i could find for the department because I needed special permission. Everyone told me there was no way I could do that, and that I needed the prerequisite...
6 degrees? more like 1.
I am overwhelmed by the amount of absurd connections I have been finding within my life. Everything being so closely knit as it is, makes it all so tangible. It seems the realities I am ferociously trying to attain are coming closer and closer into view, a mere matter of time and perseverance until they surface. It makes it all worth it.